I keep going through this flash back in my mind constantly. It's like a old film playing over and over. I don't miss those who hurt me. But I miss having a best friend, a shoulder to lean on type thing. They seem to come and go constantly in my life. The reason it hurts to think about it is because I had it happen to me so many times and to think it won't happen again is killing me, I don't want it to happen. I'm done putting my trust in one person... I only need myself, to be strong and to move on from the bad and continue to the good. I'm stronger than I've ever been, or ever will be. I'm just scared...It's my only weakness as of right now, that I'm gonna get close to someone again, and they're just gonna walk out of my life like I never existed.

I have to remind myself I CAN move on.