I know I shouldn't keep thinking about you, but I can't help it, because I know you want nothing to do with me...In my mind at least.

I've been spending a lot of time with my friend Taylor again, it feels nice. I missed hanging out with her so much. She makes me not want to move though, she's the only thing great left in this town. Everything else is just, dead, to me.

I just want to sleep forever. All I ever am is tired, I feel drained somehow... exhausted to the bone.

My mom got me a calender, to hang in my room, so I can keep track of things and be more organized and not forget when I have something to do. I tend to do that a lot.

I'm the biggest procrastinator, you'll ever meet.