I finally did it, I finally figured out what is wrong with me, why I act like this and what I do wrong to make people so upset. This town has got the best of me and now I'm paying the price. Now I'm doing everyone a favor by leaving, no no no, I'm not running away from my problems, it's just how it is. But I just find that ever since I moved to this town, I've turned into a monster. I used to be so much more, and better, healthier, happy..

I want to forget about those shitty things, start new, and don't turn around.I'm moving back with my Dad. I couldn't be anymore happier about this. I never wanted to be here in the first place. I had hopes coming here that just went down the drain.

It may seem I'm making everything about me, but I'm really not.
I never know what I'm doing, or about to do. I don't think twice. I'm just one big messed up person, and I'm not apologizing for it either. I am who I am. I changed because of me, I let this happen myself.

I also let guys get the best of me too. No matter which boy it is I fall for, or even think about, I somehow end up in a deep ditch, and let my emotions go. I'm done trying for any guy, nothing but a big let down. Sorry if that came off bad, but you'd know if you understood what I ever went through with just one ex boyfriend. p.s. I hate you forever.

I'm doing the best I can for myself.I'm gonna have things going steady soon.
I just got to pick up the shitty pieces that fell apart.Say my goodbyes, no looking back.

This is really it this time..